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by livingdead17
Not that any of you care, but I have a new (well not really new) diary. Ihavenoname. That's it. Don't ask why I made it. I have no idea. If you care at allllllll you'll add me! :)
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by livingdead17
I have such a horrible headache. My eyes are watering... Oh how I hate headaches. Anyway, things have been...well...they just have been. umm...yea...It's been a while since I have updated.. The diary thing..well...it takes alot of time... though I must say when I do get the chance to...it is very much a cathartic experience. I have found a new light in the dark world I am submersed in. what that light is...I can't really say. I find the more I learn about myself and form my own opinions, the less sense I make to the people around me. I am so very misunderstood. and with the way things are today, no one really cares. It's understandable yet so very frustrating at the same time. I have come to the conclusion that art truely does save. Sevas Tra people. Im out.
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by livingdead17
Buried Alive [intro] i speak in verses prophecies & curses ....i hate my life. [verse] no miracle is coming ....[hate you] it's just a hole nothing's wrong with you must maintain control everyone's asking questions no place is safe i'll forfeit resurrection to escape the pain ... i hate my life. [chorus] I HATE MY LIFE. [verse] i speak in verses prophecies & curses this storm of thorns is growing ....[hate me] there's no end in sight chaos claws my jaw & incites a mental riot i'm in the mouth of madness with a tongue of poetry i ate the spine of Atlas now the world is crushing me .... i hate my life. [chorus] I HATE MY LIFE. [outro] BURIED ALIVE BEHIND ENEMY LINES SURROGATE CHILD FOR THE SINS OF ALL MANKIND HATE!! BURIED ALIVE BEHIND ENEMY LINES [buried alive, buried alive] -otep
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by livingdead17
Nein-Otep MY PAIN, MY PRIDE THESE SCARS ARE MINE MY PAIN, MY PRIDE THESE SCARS ARE MINE i will tell you a story, that's never been told i will tell you a secret, 5 lifetimes old ... my life has been a prison, a labyrinth built beneath the mountain of Tragedy. i'm a stain on the cloth. i'm just an after-thought. but i would die for this .... but through the veins of decay i'll remain to betray to live like Caesar. to die like Jesus. to build my own religion, no gods, no laws to celebrate pain forsaken & ashamed to watch them all, crawl beneath us ... on this bed of nails & regret dying of fevers, betrayal, & sweat I CRY ... [chorus] my organs are rotting, my enemies are plotting ... I AM MADE OF PAGES PARAGRAPHS & INSPIRATIONS PAPER GIRL, BURN THE WORLD, I PASS THE FLAME TO YOU!! MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM FUCK HER SLAY THEM!! [verse] my pain, my pride these scars are mine my pain ..... MY MISERY HAS BEEN FORMULATED INTO AN EQUATION OF NIEN MY SANITY WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE BUT ONE OF US IS ILLITERATE AND THE OTHER ... IS BLIND MY 1st ACT OF TREASON WAS PICKING UP A PEN MY 1st ACT OF LOVE WAS FINDING MYSELF AGAIN THE HARDEST THING TO DO WAS STANDING UP TO YOU NOW I'M OFF MY KNEES NOW YOU'RE BEGGING ME "PLEASE" I'M THE WOUND & THE WEAPON THE FRACTURE & THE FIST [chorus] my organs are rotting, my enemies are plotting ... I AM MADE OF PAGES PARAGRAPHS & INSPIRATIONS PAPER GIRL, BURN THE WORLD, I PASS THE FLAME TO YOU!! MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM FUCK HER SLAY THEM!! [outro] THAT STABBING IN YOUR HEART, THAT BLACK HOLE IN YOUR SOUL, SLOWLY RIPPING YOU APART .... THAT'S ME!!! THAT'S ME!!! SO LET IT BE WRITTEN, SO LET IT BE DONE! THE BRIGHTER THEY SHINE, THE DARKER WE BECOME!! VAE VICTUS! ABOMINATION!
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by livingdead17
I got another otep cd and got 6 gauges for my ears...bloody hell did they hurt, and I wanted to skip the 6s and go to 4s...yea right! aah I do not want to go to school tomorrow. BlechNess! I think im going to chage my diary around again...but for now im way too lazy and tired lol my ears are in alot of pain though...aaack I put them in while watching the evil dead. ahah.....its a sick and twisted 80's movie. a woman gets raped by a tree. Its really quite nasty lol also saw elizabethtown. ...wow...aha it really was a great movie, but im sure not many people will appreciate it. Its definately not your normal "chick flick" its actually...really twisted. Its so hillarious though. well, im off to read for a while and then go to beeed.
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