Today was not the best day for me i have had worse but this is definatly top 10...i asked phil if josh,(ha supposivly my boyfriend however likes this other chick)like me and phil said i don't think...now phil and josh are best friends so what phil says matters right? so i confronted josh about it and he said he likes me but he TOTALLY bipassed the brooke thing UGH!!! i know he likes her why won't he just admit it and he must flirt with her on the bus he has to if he likes her and he sits with her on the bus...it just PISSES me off...I like him i truely do but he won't even talk to me i admit i haven't made an effort to talk to him either... and i guess i should...but if what phil said IS true then i don't know what to do...by the way i asked phil if josh liked me and he said i don't think then i asked if he liked brooke and he said yes...and jazzy just said josh was talking to mike in 1st and said about brooke being hott...i don't know what to do...DOES HE LIKE ME??? or doesn't he??? i have no clue...i hope so cause i like him ALOT!!!now cody being the other best friend tells me josh likes me and thats what josh tells people but i don't know it thats how he FEELS if he is all over brooke i really don't take it as he likes me know i don't know what they do on the bus... but i don't like them sitting together i am a very jealous person i was almost crying in reading ask cody he saw me... all because i was told josh didn't like me anymore...god that hurts cause you like that person ALOT and then find out from there best friend they don't like you...besides i don't know why he tells people different things i have ALOT of friends and i'm sorry but when he talks to them they tell me they are looking out for me and i find out EVERYTHING at some point thats how it always happens i find out from someone and then i ask him about it...if he doesn't like me like that why stay with me I like him ALOT i really do but what am i supposed to do if he doesn't like me back cause i don't want to break up therefore i won't do it but if he does...:( i have NO idea!!! Love, unloved Jess