Listening to: burning out green day
Feeling: annoyed
why do guys do that they won't tell you like it is cause they may hurt your feelings but yet they can make up something and try to make it sound right and hope you don't know they aren't telling you the truth...
like today i asked josh (my supposivly boyfriend) if he wanted to come over saturday with out hesitation responded with...ummm busy...i said alright cause it wouldn't have been gay to be like well why not you know so i just walked away cody even said ealier he would say yes but NOOOOO he said "busy" ugh that hurts it does though i wish that if he didn't want to come he would have said i don't feel like coming or i don't want to go to your house you know or something like that but NOOOOO ummmm busy ugh i was about to cry on the bus you know i hope he is feeling upset like i am lately i don't want to i like him to much for this but he...i don't know maybe he'll tell me someday...he tells me he likes me but the way he acts just doesn't show it...i don't know what to do! o well enough bitching for me
Love
Jess
well maybe i'm not so loved :/
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