i feel alone who wouldn't if they were me...i don't know its not like it snuck up on me i knew it was coming and so did he i just didn't want to see it...i do now and i'm not really liking it...but what can i do...according to ryne "lots and lots of drugs" yeah i think i'll pass on that one i feel like i screwed things up...i don't know why and i don't know how but thats how i feel and i can't change that i mean could i'd be happy all the time but life just doesn't work like that... justin got his permit glad i wasn't in the car tonight when he was driving i'd be screaming to dear like as he pulled out of our driveway!!!hes not bad...he only got one question wrong on the test...almost FAILED the eye exam that might be why i'm so scared... he needs better glasses i guess...i don't know i was to busy checking out the hott guy next to me;-) i guess its not all bad being single...but i liked having a boyfriend more but i guess i'll get used to this... Love, Jess