Well today was crappy mainly coz of last night huge fight with my parents about everything. Fuck im sick of them they are always controlling me wanting to know what i do where i am. i guess thats normal but fuck why cant they give me a break always checking up on what i do. Anyway this week has been pretty crappy home and school are both horrible my grades are going lower my friends are getting more distant before i know it no one is going to like me. I feel really unwanted at the moment like everyone is judging me or thinking when i walk over "thats her" and they put on these big fake smiles as if they want me its just really been i dunno bad at the moment. It's like i have no one to talk to and i keep everything and away because i cant trust anyone. Ahh my poor baby Ash. Her boyfriend who she loved soooo much just dumped her for now reason out of the blue he apprently just "didnt like her anymore." Aww poor Ash now theres a girl who has some style. :) mmhmmm. Well i dont have much to write about and i shall post some more tomorrow but for now... so long.. farewell and im off.