Well today was boring it was teh same as every other day most friends are being dickheads and acting like they dont even know me. How i hate that one of them being the guy i like. He is acting really weird around me lately as if im not there, but when it comes to outside of school he acts as if were best friends oh yeah on msn he is like that too. Speaking of him i shall put in one of my poems that i wrote about him ages ago. Well here goes. CONFUSED 25/07/05 Do i love him? Do i lust him? Does he love me? Does he crave me? Confused Can i see him? Can he see me? Can he feel me? Is he real? Confused Does he know me? Do i know him? Does he have me? Do i have him? Confused Why wont he love me? Why wont he know me? Some say he does Others dont have a clue I have heard a no I have heard a yes What to think? So confused. Well yes that one of my few poems about him. I shall post up another one tomorrow but for now its only one. I still like him i have like him for ages. Quiet sad actually i try and tell myself not to like him but there is just something inside of me that wont let me stop liking him. Friends dont help either always getting my hopes up. I hate it they are always saying that he loves me and he likes me soooo much. Fuck you all. If you guys were actually telling the truth he would of fucking asked me out already, but then again he does sorta act weird at school liek he doesnt know me but as i said before my best friend outside from school that some crazy shit. He apparently told his friend that he liked me. Though i highly doubt that. Anyway my gay cunt of a brother "has" to use to computer and go on msn to talk to two people he sees every fucking day. What a fucking dick well must be off. Bye for now.