my boyfriend just broke up with me a while ago and i think this journal thing will help me get over him hopefully cus i have no one to talk to... im pregnant and i really want him to be there in the delivery room with me but i dont think hes gonna show up... but hopefully... we're still friends but it dont really feel like it cus before when we started dating we were bestfriends and he was always there for me and now its like i need him but he isent there for me... i feel really lonely now cus he was and is my only bestfriend and i have no one to talk to but him and he isent there... thats about it...