im 7 months pregnant now... i cant believe it... time is going so fast... pretty soon im gonna have a little baby girl in my arms... im really excited... ive gotten a lot of things for her... lots of clothes... i mean lots... more than i have... well im working out things with sean and i think we're gonna get back together next weekend... hopefully... but i dont know if im gonna be all that happy cus hes changed... hes doing drugs now and hes been drinking... hes also planning on dropping out... and hes back to smoking... i really dont want to be around that cus im pregnant but i love sean a lot... i need him in my life... i feel complete when hes a part of my life... but i dont know... maybe when we get back together he will change his mind about how he feels... hopefully... if anyone wants to read a really great book its called too soon for jeff by marilyn reynolds... i cant stop reading it except for now... but thats because i need to take a break... another good book to read is what about me by marilyn reynolds... there both about relationships in a way... well too soon for jeff is about this teen boy who becomes a father too soon... and the other... what about me is about this good girl who becomes too destracted when she gets involved with this other boy and starts worrying about him... there 2 really good books... umm i got a job today... im working at wendy's but im not sure about it cus i have to take my noes peircing out... thats gonna suck and its gonna hurt a lot... plus im pregnant... well yeah thats about it...