this christmas was ok... i was hoping that i would get back with sean for christmas but no... so that really sucks... i thought everything was going good... i mean we had sex we cuddled together... he told me he loved me a lot... i thought for sure he was gonna ask me out... but he didnt... i hope he does soon... well im filling out my birth plan and sean told me to put him down as his partner and as the father... thats so sweet... i did do it... im kinda scared cus it looks like i dropped a bit... i thought that only happens at the end of the pregnancy... umm that about all ive got to say...