yeah the title pretty much tells it all... im alone on new years eve with nothing to do... really there is nothing to do and no one is around... theres only one person here.. shes the one who runs the house... theres nothing on tv and no one online.. and another thing they wouldnt let me go shopping for food this week so there is nothing to eat... i wouldnt care if i wasent pregnant but i am... its like im starving my baby... but yeah anyways... im so bored i wish i could have hung out with sean or at least talked to him today for new years but no he went to a party to get high and do who knows what else... if that was me doing that he would flip out and never talk to me again... whats up with that? err im pretty pissed, sad, and lonely right now... i cant even hang out with any of my friends cus sean wont let me... i mean i would but i dont want to lose the only thing ive got right now... and thats sean... thats all ive got to say...