ok today has been like the scariest day ever but also like the greatest because its all for such a good thing... i had to go and have a pap smear today and they also gave me a breast exam omg it all was so terrifing but they put me on the patch... so ya... oh my god its so scary i was in their putting on the hospital gown thingy and i heard a door shut or something and oh my goodness i almost fell off the god damn table... i was so terrified im just glad it was not a man... nates mom was telling me about when it was a man for her first time and she was freaking out... i was already freaking out way to much... lol.... oh so scary... but nate is so great i love him so god damn much more than i love anyone ever ever ever... he is os supportive and done his bestest to make me feel ok =) I went to his house about 7:00 this morning and he was wired on coffee so i went to sllep and he kept trying to wake me up i accidently kicked him in the nuts... (sorry my love)i get to go and eat lunch and see nate in about 5-10 minutes which absolutely rox i love himmmmmmmmm sooooooooo mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmuccccccheeessssssssssss! ×eerleesha