Today it rained. It was a nice rain... warm... Josh said it was cold. 34 degree rain, to be exact. So he says. I smile when I look at him. More to myself then at him. It's nice to see him smile back though... Four weeks and then he's gone... Until after Basic. That's about... Three or four months. Three or four months of alone time. Time to think... Time to do... And time to think abotu how much I hate Basic, and how being alone really sucks!!! I realized yesterday morning waking up and seeing Josh next to me sleeping... How much I enjoy waking up next to him, and in his arms. He kept pulling me close the other night... It was comforting. Blah...I don't even really know what I'm thinking right now. I'm tired. I like it when Josh touches me. Feeling his hands on me is SOOOOOO good! Stella~ Hopefully you had a better day, and you aren't so mad and upset. Know I am thinking of you and hope that you're doing okay. I can relate to a lot of things you put in your entries, and it's nice ot know I'm not alone, but it's not nice knowing other people are going through things that really suck. Keep your head held high, and don't ever let no one, not even yourself, bring it down. MUAH!!!