So being bisexual in a straight army proves to be pretty demanding. I found a girl that I am crazy about...But it's hard being wiht her cause we have to be so secritive about it I feel like she's my dirty little secret and I'm hers...And I hate that feeling. I just want to be able to go and tell everyone that I'm in love with this girl, and want to spend every moment I can with her I hate not being able to hug her and kiss her and hold her hand while were in public I hate not being able to tell other people all the amazing things that we do together...She turns my whole world upside down when I'm with her...I can't even describe how she makes me feel. I look at her when she;s sleeping alone in bed and I want to cuddle up in her arms, I want to pull her to me and run my hands up and down the length of her body..I want to e able to touch her, stroke her, taste her, smell her...