So hopefully today goes better then yesterday. I think that it will. I got an e-mail from Josh this morning, I knew I would. He said he wasn't as mad as I think he is. I'm not really sure how he couldn't be. He said that he knew I was going t odo it, he just wished I'd have waited until he left. I didn't even know that I would do that though. And it's not fair to him. He's too good to me, he deserves someone better. I'm just a bitch. Grrrr...I wish everything was easy instead of this hard...Hope that him and Melissa have fun in Canada too.