Hosted By: LindyWhen: Friday Apr 14, 2006 at 7:00 PMWhere: Lawrence North High School Auditorium7802 Hague RoadIndianapolis, IN 46256USDescription:Lindy Click Here To View Event

why is it that i always seem to update here when i'm sick. blah probably cuz i dont have anything else to do right?

basically.... he's a jerk he's an ass he doesn't care ....i love him *sigh*

well yeah. not much to say. everyone i think already knows. but i'm going to post it again. i miss him so much. i cant believe those 3 and a half years just disappeared so suddenly. i never thought it would really happen. that saying about you dont really know what you have until its gone..is so true.

my birthday is a week from tomorrow. i'm just trying to get in the spirit. its kinda not working? lol

What's your name? ::: linda Birthplace ::: texas Age ::: 16.5 Age you act ::: depends on where i am Current location ::: indiana Eye color ::: green Hair color ::: dark brown/black Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty Zodiac sign? ::: saggitarius Height? ::: short (5'1 or 5'2) Your heritage/nationality ::: mexicolombian Your hair ::: layered and wavy Your fears ::: clowns, being alone Your perfect room ::: big What you practically do every day ::: dance Words you overuse ::: snap and jank Phrases you overuse ::: oh snaps! *blank* is the coolest/hottest thing in town Your first thought when you wake up ::: i want more sleep goddammit Your greatest accomplishment ::: i got the double-coupe-float turns, the foette-chaine-jump-double turns, and the 4 straightlegs-double turns today in dance. Something you want to do ::: make something of myself Pepsi or Coke ::: pepsi McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: BK Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: shakira Chocolate or vanilla ::: vanilla Adidas or Nike ::: either Black or white ::: black Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::bills..unless they're quarters...i love quarters! Burgers or hot dogs ::: burgers Egypt or France ::: france Rock or rap ::: rock Smoke ::: no Cuss ::: fuck no =P Sing well ::: no Sing in the shower ::: yea =D Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: no Believe in yourself ::: sometimes Like taking these longass surveys? ::: gives me something to do Play an instrument ::: used to play bass gweetar Want to go to college? ::: yeah Want to get married? ::: yeah Want to have children? ::: yeah Think you're a health freak? ::: have you seen what i eat every day? Get along with your parents ::: yeah Get along with your siblings? ::: sometimes Think you're popular ::: no but i do have alot of friends Gone out of state ::: yeah Drank alchohal ::: yeah Smoke ::: no Get high ::: no Done any drugs ::: no Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: no Been on stage ::: yeah and i love it Gone skinny dipping ::: yeah..it was COLD Been dumped ::: yea Dyed your hair ::: yea Stolen anything ::: a sprite from mrs valdes in 8th grade lol Last dream ::: oh it was a good one Last nightmare ::: a clown thing came out of my closet with an axe and chased me...*shudder* Car ride ::: coming home from school Last time you cried ::: yesterday Last movie seen ::: cruel intentions Last movie rented ::: i dont remember Last book read ::: sisterhood of the traveling pants Last word said ::: whatever Last curse word said ::: fuck Last time you laugh ::: this afternoon Last phone call ::: this morning Last CD played ::: my techno mix Last song you listened to ::: colors from DDR Last annoyance ::: my brother with the dead praying mantis Last IM ::: allen Last person you hugged ::: hershey Last person you yelled at ::: george Last time you wore a skirt ::: oh god...its been too long i miss it Sarcastic? ::: me sarcastic? NEVER (that was sarcasm) Last time you fought with your parents ::: dont remember Last time you wished upon a star ::: dont remember Truth or Dare ::: dare ;-P Spent quality time alone ::: yesterday Last person you kissed ::: kelly Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: yeah Do you feel lonely ::: not really...after being with alot of people you learn to appreciate your alone time..i like it Ever TP'd someone's house ::: haha no, but i've thought about it How about egging someone's house ::: same as above Yo Momma ::: is so fat...she's just fat. Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: not THAT hungry What do you think of George Bush? ::: he needs to go choke on another pretzel Any secret fetishes? ::: that would be for me to know..and for you to not find out ;-P Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: lol How many languages do you speak? ::: dos

the play...is truly amazing. wow. if you're a lawrence north cat, go see it. its in the little theater tonight at 7:30...for $5. oh but get there early. we sell out fast. last night we were out of tickets by 7. so watch out!! but its worth the money i promise. ^^ its sheba (handmaiden 1) me (princess jasmine) and zara (handmaiden 2)

wow..so the play is already next week. and i am so feraking nervous! but i am also extremely excited. i cant wait. I'M FREAKING JASMINE! i'm nervous as HELLLLLLL ooh but we definitely get our costumes tomorrow..i cant wait to see what mine looks like. i just know its gold, black and purple. yaaaaay! i heart everyone and happy belated halloween lol! (woohoo samhaaaain!)

lol aah well let me just say that the paul mccartney concert last night was just....amazing. i cant even find a word to describe it. it was like...magical almost...i know that sounds corny. but wow. i cried when he played LET IT BE because that is one of my favorite songs. and it was awesome because he played alot of beatles songs too lol! ohh but seriously, it was amazing. you guys...i saw a Beatle! but yeah...then i didnt get home till like 3 AM (cuz the concert was in chicago) and so i slept through my alarm this morning. and my dad STILL made me go to school. on a friggin half day. i was like uhm i wouldnt have missed anything...so whatever. today was my easy day too. oh well. i'm goin to bed now. goodnight everyone lol. hope everyone has a way better halfday than me. i feel like i got punched in the stomach.but guess what jay-san! i got pumpkin coffee today! i was just sad cuz i had to drink it by myself so i was sad.ps- calico skies is a beautiful paul mccartney song ps again- anyone else think the paul mccartney logo is AWESOME because it says his name upside down and rightside up?

sooo basically.....here's how it all goes down. today's kelly's birthday...right? and i had this cute idea planned and everything. i was going to invite him to my house and we would make a pizza together. as in like, put the sauce and the cheese and any toppings on it. well i had a list of all the ingredients, and nobody ever went to wal-mart in my family. i would have gone myself...but i have no money. i had to fill my car up on saturday, so thats where most of it went. but i still managed to save enough to buy kelly's gift. so i figured hey, at least i would have that. well first of all, my family went to wal-mart saturday, when i was gone...and they didnt buy my stuff. second of all, nobody is bothering to help me out tonight, my mom's all "oh too bad, i'm making ribs tonight." so i was like HEY kelly LOVES ribs, he can just come eat dinner here. well my mom goes "no, i only am making enough for like 4 people" (and there's 5 in my family). so i'm screwed. and after school today i went to go buy his gift, and i made the damn lady scan my card 3 times...all 3 times it got denied because i didnt have enough money in my account. so not only do i not have a dinner for him, but i dont have a gift or even a fucking card. and i cant eve afford to take him out to dinner. because i dont have any money. now shall we talk about why i dont have any money? okay. I DONT HAVE ANY FUCKING TIME TO WORK! i'm at play practice EVERY day till 5...actually now it will be till 6...then i go to dance classes or dance practice. i feel like i'm being punished for having hobbies. my parents dont want to help. i cant mow the lawn again because i just mowed it and its all nice and neat and shit. and i used that money to pay kelly's brother back for paying for me 2 weeks ago for the dinner party with my friends. i want a job, no i NEED a job, i just cant get one. and i feel horrible. because its his birthday. and i have nothing. all i have is bloodshot, puffy eyes and a red face and a bunch of kleenexes and smeared eyeliner running down my face.

well my throat hurts. thats about it. my voice is coming back though. this weekend i had NO VOICE...but its coming back, which is good. i just need it to get better before tomorrow because i need to continue play practice..and all the "ALADDIN, HELP ME's" arent helping my throat get any better lol. well the only real update other than me being sick is that i have a new header pic. woohoo. so now i have to go do hw...bye guys! and sorry for the lack of updates!!

UGH seriously. have you ever felt like you're doing so much stuff that your day just seems to kinda FLY by and you're like uhhh where did all of my extra hours go? thats how i feel. i'm like constantly going, i dont get a chance to just SIT DOWN (i'm actually supposed to be mowing the lawn right now). damn. i'm tired, i just kinda wanna SLEEEP. i went to bed early last night but i'm still tired lol. yeah i have school (ofcourse) then play practice every day till 5 then i come do homework then dance classes. except thursdays, cuz i hafta teach at 5:45 so i hafta go from school pick up my sister then run off to my dance studio. urg. i'm so tired. i dont even get to watch sex and the city anymore :(

wooooo so i'm at school right now. not doing ISTEP because i'm a super cool junior. yeah i'm not doing the walkathon thing....but i'm not testing either. and being here isnt so bad. its like freetime the whole time. its exciting. especially cuz i'm here with my boyfriend who i love oh so dearly. and i have connections, either to sign in my name tomorrow so i can not come here tomorrow, or someone to copy a job shadowing form for me, which i know my dance teacher will sign gladly. i love her, she's so awesome. and she would help me in basically any situation. she's truly my best friend!! yeah we're watching dora the explorer, and i really hate this show! it never changes. seriously. UGH!! and its subliminal to the max. lol. i'm the queen of subliminal messages...well not really. but i do know alot about subliminal stuff and urban legends and such.

aaah i dont have my contacts and i think i lost my glasses...so i really cant see right now. i'm reeally close to the computer screen typing this right now. and so i havent updated in a few days and i apologize. and well today is sept. 11. *sigh* yesterday we had the dance car wash. and it was hella cool. we made like 300 bucks. suh-weeeeet. and well i'm pretty pissed because i just found out something yesterday from my friend michael about someone who supposedly doesnt hate me. motherfucker. so yeah. i'm reeeally tired and today is the day that jason goes down in DDR. but first i have to clean my room. which is what i will go do.....RIGHT NOW!

i have 2 words for you.....VARSiTY {again} BEEEEEEYATCH!:-Ddance team

ugh so i definitely hate interdisc so effing much its not even funny. that class is retarded i swear. why the heck did i take it? anyone know if its too late to get out??

my toes really hurt. i got my pointe shoes today ^_^. ouchies. its me and an with our pimp grim reaper ;-) lol. anyways....nothing really is new. i feel alot better than i have the past few days. i have some awesome news. it makes me happy. but i'm not allowed to tell anyone yet....i'm not even supposed to know about it yet. but i cant wait to tell the world!!!

I know there's something in the wake of your smile. I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea. You've built a love but that love falls apart. Your little piece of heaven turns too dark. Listen to your heart when he's calling for you. Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do. I don't know where you're going and I don't know why, but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye. Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile. The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea. They're swept away and nothing is what is seems, the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

well guys...i'm veeerry happy to say that....this year.....i will be doing pointe this year as well as the adult hip hop class and the adult jazz class and the high school ballet class!!!!!!!!!!!!! ohhhh man, when my teacher told me i wanted to cry!! well, i walked into my dance class at school, sort of dreading it because there's so many people and not enough space. but then my (studio) dance teacher walks in...and i'm like VICKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! because i havent seen her in like a MONTH! and it was awesome. then after class i was like i have to talk to you. and we discussed it....and so i get to start pointe this year! FINALLY! oh man. i havent been this happy in a long time...i really needed this!

haha here's a pic that some people like, because they think its funny that i'm wearing like my tennis shoes and i'm acting like i know what i'm doing. i was about 2 or 3 when this pic was taken lol....so here ya go!! yeah, i've been dancing ever since.... (which is why i really think i should start pointe this year :/)