I cant be the girl you want me to be: I?m trying Im trying so hard to be that girl to stop crying these tears to be the happy girl I used to be but I cant get over my fears I keep wishing it wasn?t like this Im wishing I was someone who wouldn?t disappoint you Im trying not to cry in bed at night I cant keep this frown from coming through I cant stop these tears from flowing I cant help feeling lost A part of me isn?t showing Part of me has gone missing And I don?t know how to get it back. *dunno*