i miss the long dark winter..with its cold rain and gloomy skies.nothings goings right..yet everything is. my head feels light and i cant think clear. i hate feeling vulnerable yet im scared to be happy or exicted. everything goes donwhill. i dislike the influx of wrath. maybe i need to calm myself down..drench myself in cold water. but maybe im not the only one.lets relinquish our pain.