I wish i knew what i was doing. Because, not many people actually notice that I'm not all shits and giggles. Which is okay. it's better to be the life of the party, than the party pooper, right? But thats how it goes. Dont ask me why, i dont know. I dont think i want to know. Most things feel better when your blind to them. belueve me, i learned that early in life. -me