hi...addicted..yes..and depressed...not addicted to a drug or anything...just something like a drug..i'm addicted to a person...who hasent returned any of my calls or emails...grrrr..but i'm sure he has his reasons...if you havent noticed yet i'm exteremely controlling and i get jealouse really easilly...ya i heard about him liking this other girl about a year or so back and even though it wansent a threat i was jealouse any way...possesiive is a good way to describe me... i dont like my boy toy hanging out with other girlz..its all a habit though..the first guy i liked (like almost stalker liked) was constantly flirting with two other girlz...who will remane nameless..cause i hate them... ( cause their perfect in every way) and i'm not...so i'm really possesive because i love and care.... and i would hate for my freinds to get heart broken...and i am the most possesive of my guy...cuase i love him so *heart eyes* but he's like in a different state so i dont see him...this fact makes me cry...man i miss him so much... ya well i'm starting to make myself all depressed and such so....xoxoxoxox byebye Carol