I so can't wait until tomorrow!!! Woo hoo!!! Today went ok i guess... work was kinda long to say the least. Right now I'm just totally bored!!!! Lol it was nice talking to my todd on break today!!! He makes me so happy!!! I really can't wait to go beat him up tomorrow! Lol just kiddin... i can't wait to bug him though. I love being with him... but I'm sure at times he'd like to dunk me head first into a garbage can. Hehe!!! MAUH* Well I guess that is about it! TTYL! ~CAROL~ I LOVE YOU TODD!!!

I get to go see my todd on monday!!! I'm so so happy!!!! YAY!!!! I can't even tell u how excited I am!!!! I miss him so much and I can't wait to see him and be in his arms again!!! He is the gr8test!!!! MAUH* I love you todd!!! Today was a pretty good day. I didn't do too much, I woke up to my phone ringing in my ear... walah it was my sweetheart!!! Hehe then I fell back asleep till like 10:30ish when I finally got outta bed. I went and changed then did my laundry and washed the dishes, sweeped the kitchen and steps then went up and cleaned up my room and vacumed the bathroom. Fun eh? Then it was time for work!!! I thought it'd suck but... it actually wasn't too bad. Lol then mom gave me my answer!!! YAY!!! The best part was when todd called!!! I love my todd! I soo can't wait till monday! Tomorrow morning I have to work from 8 till 2 then I'm free to do whatever. Well thats about it. I'm gonna go talk to my love. Bye!!! ~CAROL~ WAITING ON MONDAY!!!!!!

My heart literaly hurts... i miss him so bad. Is this normal? Have u ever fealt so strongly about someone that when they aren't there you physicaly hurt inside? I love him so much and I hate that I don't see him very often... it kills me. I woke up this morning just wanting to fall back asleep because I hurt. I had tears in my eyes. Why is love such a hard feeling... it's great but painful... or is it that love is the great feeling and the longing for that love is the painful part??? All I know is that I miss him like hell... I love him so so much! I really hope I get to be with him on Monday, all wrapped up in his arms, at least the pain will fade away until the hour of seperation. ~CAROL~ I LOVE YOU TODD WITH ALL MY HEART!!!

Your the one that makes me smile the one that makes me laugh the one that I look up too and that isn't even half of what u r to me Your the one that keeps me going when I feel that I can't go on Your the one that holds my hand when I don't feel quite so strong Your the one that picks me up when I lose my footing and fall Your all that I could ask for and even so much more Your everything I've dreamed of Your the one that I adore Forever in my heart you'll be the one that I fell in love with the one that stole my heart the one that makes me beautiful I hope we never part I love you so much because your you, and you love me and aren't afraid to show it! MAUH* I love you so much Todd!!!

I miss him so so much!!! I can't wait to see him again and be in his arms. He is so wonderful!!! I just woke up and he is all I can think about... lastnight I couldn't fall asleep because he was on my mind. MAUH* I love you so much Todd!!! I really hope I can come over on Monday! We will see. I'll ask mom again today! Well today will be another boring day... i have nothing to do. I guess I'll work on my present for my love. Oh yeh and Knoebels was alot of fun. Lol we had our blonde moments but it was gr8! Ttyl!!! ~CAROL~ Ps-I love you todd!!!

Yeh I'm really bored!!! Todd called me at 9:30 this morning to get an answer... I couldn't give him one cuz mom did leave me an answer. I really hope she says I can go. I'm so bored!!! I've been cleaning and doing laundry! I still have to finsh cleaning up my room, then I have to walk to work for 4. So I'm gonna cut this short. It was really nice to wake up to the sound of todds voice on the phone hehe! MAUH* I love him so much!!! Well Ttyl! ~CAROL~

Well right now I'm at chrissy's house. Yesterday was fun we walked around danville the we went to the bloom pool. Lastnight I stayed over and today we are gonna go hangout at knoebles. So yeh it's been pretty fun. I really miss my todd. I'm hoping monday I can go hangout at his house... lol then we can go frolicin outside. Hehe MAUH* I love my toddy!!! I can't wait to be in his arms again! YOUR THE BEST HUNNY!!! Well I'll fill u in on how knoebles goes. Ttyl! ~CAROL~

Yesterday was the greatist day ever!!! I got to spend 16 hours with the love of my life. It was amazing!!! Being in his arms is the closest thing to heaven on earth there is!!! I got to sit in his arms most of the day... he was so sweet. I even got tons of kisses, not only on the lips but the sweet little ones on the cheek and forehead just to remind me that he loves me. Hehe we stood there and watched the first set of fireworks together... lol i made him smile after we kissed cuz I said "They say when you find true love you see fireworks". Lol Then when I didn't think it could get any better... it got better. We went to Millville fireworks and I got to sit in his arms for the fireworks!!! It was gr8... I miss him so much now! Well I'm out of here for now... me and my sexy blonde have places to go... things to do! Lol like get some... FOOD!!! Lol shesh todd what where u thinkin??? lol Jk I love you sweetheart!!! I'll ttyl everyone!!!!! ~CAROL~

Today was horrible!!! I woke up feeling like crap... and then my day just dragged!!! I can't wait to see my hunny tomorrow!!! Hehe it's gonna be gr8! MAUH* i love my todd! Lol well I really don't have anything to say so ttyl!!! ~CAROL~

I can't wait! Only one more day and then I finally get to see my sweetheart!!!! YAY! I love him so much! I finally talked to my chrissy today! Lol we hope to go to Knoebles on thursday if everything pans out! I think it'd be so fun!!!! Hummm... I have to go to work tonight for 4 until 8:30... then I hope to here from my todd about what time he is gonna come get me... i also hope that amy calls me too so I know where she parked at the show so I can find her tomorrow. Uh... other then that not much is going on... today I'm just chilling... and the day is going extreamly slow so I hope work doesn't drag too much and I hope it isn't packed cuz I hate when it is!!! Lol some people are just so rude too! Lol Well I guess thats about it! TTYL!!!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY SWEETHEART!!!! Lol n my SMAME!!!! woo hooo!!!! ~CAROL~

~He makes me feel so beautiful when in fact I'm really not. ~He talks to me so gently when he knows that somethings up... he can always get it out of me and fixes it the best he can. ~He holds me in his arms and tells me he never wants to let me go. ~He snuggles up all close to me and tells me that he loves me. ~He makes me laugh when I don't even want to smile. ~He lights up my world like no one else. ~He makes me so so happy!!!! ~He picks on me to let me know he cares. ~He is the thing that keeps me going... i wait everyday just to talk to him every night... i love him so so much for loving me. SO with all my heart I want you to know Todd that you are the best and I love you so much... thank you for being my everything and always cheering me up! MAUH* I LOVE U!!!

Lol this is the KETCHUP!!! YUP thats right BYrd I'm not dead... yet! Lol sry I'm dumb!!! But u need to ketchup! I haven't been on cuz my pc is on the shit again... yeh well. I really haven't been up to too much... work... eat... sleep. The best thing that happened is I got my cell phone!!! YAY! Humm... I'm really excitied because I get to see my sweetheart Todd on saturday!!! WOO HOO!!!! I can'ts wait... i miss him so so much! I will also see that smame of an Amy!!! Yay!!! It should be gr8! Humm... oh yeh on the 26th my uncle keith is comming down from NY and spending the night then my bro and me get to go back with him!!! YAY!!! His gf claudia is taking me to here place in the city then we are going shoppin!! Hehehe! FUN! So... yeh lets see here... I haven't done much so I guess thats about it. I'll leave u go! TTYL!!!! Oh and since my pc was dead on mine and todds one month... HAPPY 1 month hunny!!!! Lol better late then never! Love you! MAUH*! ~CAROL~ ps- nice choice byrd... good luck! xoxoTODDn'CAROLxoxo 6-1-05

Yeh... i'm bored. I wish I could go see Todd or at least hangout with some friends or something. I have to go up to weis to by something to make my mom for dinner.Shhh don't tell her it's a surprise!!! Lol it will be a real surprise if the house is gone when she gets home too... and i'll garentee you I'd be as far away from the rubble as possible... cuz if i wasn't dead yet i would be after the fact! Lol I dunno what else to write. Uh... yeh. Well i guess since my mind is crap outta ideas I'm gonna go. Ttyl!!! Oh and one more thing! I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE 9TH!!!!!! Lol I love you todd!!! MAUH* ~CAROL~

I go to see my twin today. We ate ice cream!!! Lol and the worst thing happened... she was raped by a bush. She didn't even have time to kick it in the trunk and run... it all happened so fast. She doesn't know if she will be pressing charges or not. Lol well yeh thats as good as my day gets. I slept alot today and yeh... i ate. I finally get to talk to my todd!!! So i'm gonna go do that bye! ~CAROL~

I sooo can't wait until the 9th!!! I get to go to the truck show with Todd and walk around all day then watch the fireworks in the comfort of his arms... then when I didn't think it could get any better we are going to the Millville carnival and watching more fireworks. How sweet it will be. Today wasn't too bad... it was hot and I worked from 8 am till 2pm but it's all good. I'm hoping tomorrow dad will take me to Cingular to look at phones. Hehe! I'm also looking forward to going up to Niagera Falls with my family then back to NY with my Uncle where a friend of the families is taken me to NYC to shop!!! Lol well I'm gonna go talk to my todd ttyl! ~CAROL~

Tomorrow morning I'm off to church with chrissy. I am so glad me and her are friends. Right now she is on edge with me i guess... mike said something that i suposedly said... i dunno what the hell he is talkin about but i hope to get it figured out tomorrow. I work tomorrow night too so i dunno when i will write next. I guess i'll ttyl. ~CAROL~

Summer is really boring!!! Lol the 1st week was gr8 and the day I got to see my sweetheart was wonderful... but all this sitting around is so boring. I have to work like all the time and when I don't there is never anything to do... it's sad to say but I can't wait until school starts!!! I think this school year is gonna be great. I'm glad you guys liked my pics!!! Humm...I wish I could be with todd today. I could use some cheer! I gotta go to work for 4:30 till 8:30... ewww!!! At least I get paid today! Lol well I'm gonna go so I can talk to todd online! Ttyl! ~CAROL~ xoxoTODDn'CAROLxoxo 3 weeks 2 days n counting MAUH* I LOVE YOU TODD!!!!!!!!

Jr and Me ~~~~~~~~~ Jr Shannon and me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chrissy Jr and Me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Polar Attack!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Moose Picking ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Pasture Dave (Belches it out) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cabelas ~~~~~~~~~~ As tall as my Todd ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ok not quite as tall ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dave and Ryan ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Carl n' Jake (safe sex) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ryan and me ~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm so so excited! I get to see my todd today!!!! Wooo Hooo!!! Lol i'm trying to find stuff to do till he gets here at like 4! We are gonna rent a movie and cuddle up n watch it. Thats about the only plans we have cuz mom needs to go to sleep eairly tonight cuz of work in the morning so he can't really stay too late. Lol Well I guess I"ll ttyl! BYE! ~CAROL~ xoxoTODDn'CAROLxoxo

Here goes. I went camping with my Breisch!!! It was soooo fun. I missed todd so much though. I got to meet alot of gr8 people. The one kid in the band is really nice. His name is ryan. Yeh I'm hoping to go to Laurel Lake camp too. When we went shopping at the outlets I ended up knocking over a manikin... it was so embarassing. I also got to go water tubbing and skiing!!! Fun Fun! Lol tomorrow i get to see my todd! He is comming over to my house to rent a movie and eat popcorn! I'm sooooooo excited! I miss him so muchez! I even bought him a present when i was away! Hehehe! Well I'll ttyl! ~CAROL~