well... where to begin? its been forever since ive been on here. first off i was an idiot and lost my virginity to one of the worst possible people.... Brandon... I thought i was in love, which i wasnt. in fact im really liking some of his ex best friends right now... they treat me a million times better than him.... which he treated me like i was just something for him to mess with... he acts like he cares but he doesnt. the thing that made me realize and break up with him is kinda humiliating so im not gonna tell on here. email me if you dont already know... then i have almost quit working at the big bk twice cuz one time i got into a huge fight with my assistant general manager and the now im barely getting any time in for the simple fact we have a fill in general manager. so yeah... now im really feeling lonely, especially after last night, the snow ball(winter formal) cuz everyone was either hanging on their boyfriend, talking about them, or talking about the guy they like. i have no one... at all basically cuz they either A) quit talking t ot me B) quit coming to see me and talk to me about personal stuff or C) taken by a slut/bitch. i just hate feeling lonely. i mean even tim is with someone. it really hurts me that i cant get a guy to even try to ask me out or at least act like they like me more than ten minutes... that reminds me. i want to hurt joe for leading me on time and time again. he says all these things and then when i see him he will say he was just trying to cheer me up and shit like that. well, ill write more later! love y'all! *Jenni*