I just wanted to let you both know. My heart is shattered. I feel we grew apart. I feel lost. Like i am no longer needed. Because of my "noseyness" which i thought was caring, ruined us. I guees.
omg! i'm sooo sorry! but yea i only know half of how u feel..
ttyl!
(and ill tell you what happened)
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hey ashley, I dont know if you know, but I do need you. I'm like die ing over here, I think you should know that you are more important to me than anything, if I had too I would fucking cut off my own arm if you needed it. please please please dont be mad at me! I just wanted to keep the peace!
ash i didnt mean to hurt u i never said ne thing about u being nosey! and im so fucking sick of people telling me what to do...like i was glad u tried to help me but i never said ne thing....yeah like i dont even care ill do whatever i want at this point..ive been falling apart i dont really care what happens to me!
WHO THE FUCK ARE U to tell me that shit ash...im sorry..but i dont give a shit...u r always putting yourself down it kinda sounds more like a personal problem....and u say lisa and i exclude u and beth>> try again...u exclude us too...im sorry but i dont get as many guys as u think...maybe u should think about that shit before u say it...its not fair...to make me feel bad b/c im pretty
you know what like I said earlier ash I think you should just leave it all and do what you want to do. Dont give a fuck about anyone else but you! I love you always dont forget it..remember me and beth are here always
[Anonymous]
OK ASHLEY..SOMETIMES I THINK U GUYS DO THAT SHIT TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE FEEL SORRY FOR U...I HAD NO PROBLEM WITH U GUYS,,,U BLOW EVERY FUCKING THING OUT OF PROPRTION...YEAH WELL IF U DONT LIKE ME FOR ME AND U JUST THINK OF ME AS THE PRETTY SKINNY GIRL THAN MATBE U DONT OR NEVER DID LIKE ME FOR ME ...AND YES I WISH I WAS UGLY CUZ I HATE THE ATTENTION I GET FROM A BUNCH OF GUYS BUT HEY IM NOT UGLY...AND YA KNOW...IM SORRY IF THAT MAKES U MAD!
we don't need anyone but each other.... we are inseperable(is that a word????) I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH... sometime we will have a H & Bush bashing party
she didn't say anything about you. i asked her stuff about you. i asked her to send me a pic of you, but it didn't work. also, i asked her if you were a sex crazy nympho. she said yes.
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i spoke to one of your friends last night, lisa. anyhow, how are ya?
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omg! i'm sooo sorry! but yea i only know half of how u feel..
ttyl!
(and ill tell you what happened)
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