Nothing bad happened so my feelings were thankfully wrong. Plus I don't have that empty felling in me any more. I think it was I just needed to do some thing. I have not made a video in a while and after making those last two right after each other it kind of disappoints me that I have not made another one. I think that what was missing. Well Julie invited me to film her last basket ball game for her building cause she wants some videos of them to remember them by. Well filming that and making a DVD of it kind of reminded me that it is what I like to do and want to do. I guess when I get to far away from it I start missing it or something. Any way I'm happy now and Julie wants me to come film her game tonight so I'll probably be there tonight filming the game. Go 65!!!! I think another thing that makes me feel good is I cleaned my room and did my laundry. Have no idea how much I needed to do that. But every thing in my room is clean. The rest of the apartment has something to be desired, but I can't clean up after Matt all the time he should learn how to him self. In about 2 weeks my grandma said she might come up and see me so I'll clean it all then but until then Matt's on his own. Which means its probably going to be like that for two weeks. Oh well. Till next time Donald