We'll effective my birthday (today) I am no longer in a relationship. I went to work today, I didn't take off cause I didn't want to really celebrate my 21st birthday on a monday, and today I work with Melissa. She was wearing a ribbon around her neck and gave some bull-shit reason that she felt like wearing it tonight and I believed her at first. But then later in the night while we were working it moved some and I could see the hickey it was hideing underneath it. So yeah she cheated on me last Saturday and thats how I found out. She claimed she was going to tell me after work but thats still pretty fucked up even if she was to tell me on my birthday that she cheated on me. I dont understand how that could happen especially since I really felt like I could trust her more than any of my previous girlfriends. And if she wasn't attracted to me any more, which I can't see how she lost that so quick as strong as it all started out, why couldn't she tell me and at the least if she was attracted to some one else and that was going to happen she could have called me then and broke up with me then so I'd least have some respect for her. She's lost all of my respect and trust now and made this a really shitty birthday. Thats all I feel like saying now. Till next time Donald