Well, this will definatly be weird. I'm in the most insane mood i've been in ages. I'm like totally of in my own world, i'm surprised i can string a sentence together. Well my life is full of dramas, like many other people. This time it has to do with my dad. He does drugs and it's really hard on the rest of us in the family cos his shittiness reflects back on us. I'm the only one other then my mum that knows about the dope. My bros a clueless. Today he got home, fully skitzed it at me then left and i haven't seen him since. It's hard cos none of my friends really understand. If i come to school crying and say that i hate my dad they just think it's because he wouldn't let me go out or something small like that. I try to explain but they don't get it, it's like they don't believe me. I can't wait till holidays cos i'm going away to the country and i'll get time out from him. Saying that i can't really exlain my spazness. I was speaking to a friend from Alpine (a camp kinda thing i went to for 9 weeks) and i was in a spaz then and still am now. A few things before i sign off...Thanks Tasha for originally putting me in a crazy mood, thanks simon for keeping it up, Chris fuk off your freaking Lana out, Jess stop spreading shit, Christy can't wait for this Saturday. SMILE Luv Always Leah xXx