Simon i'm soooo sorry about my friend. Don't worry, shes gone to see someone about he outbursts lol. Na she's just crazy sometimes. Anyway this is me lately... I've been totally lost. I'm all over the place, and i'm not talking about in a slutty type way. My mind is muddled and i just can't seem to put everything back together. I mean take guys for instance. They have to be the 2nd most confusing things, behind life, ever to walk this earth, and i know many guys would say that about us girls but really. There's this one guy, i've known him like all my life and upuntil a few weeks ago we we're just close family friends but NOW, i donnu, i like him, but he's gota girlfriend and while everythings the same as always between us at the moment it's also completely different. I really don't know wha to think. Then i was talking to one of my friends last night and i kinda have a very small history with him like AGES ago. Anyway, he was totally stoned and asking the most disgusting questions and saying some really nasty things. I was trying to ignore it but it really got to him. I told him to go away until he was back to the normal him but he wouldn't listen it was really freaky. And then there's u, and u know who u are. I can't even begin to explain about u, i have to many words that would express how i feel. But remember this one thing... I do feel for you and always have. Leah xXx