Today is my first day writing in this diary.im pretty sick .. went to great america yesterday. Mom made me cut the damn grass today.....wanted to really smack her for that..didnt feel well at all. Today i didnt really get a chance to do much... didnt even go to work today. My friend briana called me to tell me about her boy friend....How she was really wanting to have sex with him..i had to bring her back to reality that she is only 15 to young. she had asked me was i still dating jamal.. said no..she asked why.. didnt feel like explaing told her to call me back later.i had to It really sucks that im sick... cant go anywhere car is gone . Well im very tired bout to bounce This is the poem i wrote today THE BREAKING this is goign to be hard to say i feel this is a better way from hanging out allthe time to each conversation you'll always whine spending time wit you meant a lot But we cant keep constantly stumbling over these rocks Heart ache and pain may be the result learn from it , stand strong is what i was taught from running to you to ease my problems to you being the causes of my problems Althoguh this is a breakup, life goes on take this as an experience, you'll find where love belongs you can hate me or you can forgive me honestly i wouldnt care tried to talk to you instead of having contraints,you'd sit and stare You are the most beautiful person i've ever met on the insde and outside When friend werent there to rely on, you were by my side Just because we're broken up doesnt mean we still cant be friends Althogh my ends doesnt meet your ends and your ends doesnt meet my ends dont be sad, we may come across this terrotory and be more familiar somehow Just remeber we made each other happy, you made me smile