Yeah . . . today was pretty dumb . . . I mean . . . considering the amount of work I actually got done at school . . . a snow day would have been far more productive in my case. Seriously, we had a creepy sub for spanish class . .. all we did was watch a movie. Then in math we took a math quiz that i messed up . . . but yeah, it was pointless . . . in english we had another sub . . . we were SUPPOSED to work on our projects, but we all just talked. i'm not the kind of person that can just shut out noise out school and work . . . well, not anymore. then in art, we had the creepy sub again! i mean, i got a little done, but that painting is going to take me FOREVER! i REALLY needed that snow day . . . i'm really freaking out about the english project . . . and i think i'm getting sick . . . (no joke! i felt like i was going to throw up toward the end of lunch). this weekend . . . i'm going boarding on blue hill mtn or something . . . i'm soooooooooo sick of waiting for perfect snow . . . so, it better still be here! so yeah, if any of you guys feel like sledding/trying to snowboard . . . call me! i have an EXTRA snowboard now! and it would probably be the right size for most of you guys . . . (i've outgrown it in height .. . hehehe). . . yeah, sorry, that sounded mean . . . but seriously, we have to take advantage of the snow while we still have it! . . . i'm having SUCH a hard time not skipping school . . . i don't have ANY time to do my hw . . . and when i do, i have this compulsive need to be doing something else . . . yes, procrastination. i don't think i'll ever overcome it . . . maybe in college . . . oh, speaking of college . . . i had this incredibly sad dream about graduation (2007). i dreampt that i killed myself the night before . . . so it's like i was looking down (hahaha, yes, not up) at all my best friends . . . it was SO sad though, cuz i couldn't share that moment with everyone. now i'm starting to fear graduation . . . and the future . .. *sigh* yet another fear of addie's . . . anyway . . . i have to go play saxophone at the bball game . . . hopefully i'll see some of u guys there! - Addie