well alot has been going on latly, i just havnt written in here for a while. Guess i havnt had the time. Well marty wrote me an email saying he thinks we should think about us going out because it might be a lost cause, so i was like w-e, then i got an email today saying that he was really sorry he didnt know what he was thinking and to call him. Fuk it i cant call. I dont need any more of guys bullshit. The first guy to ever seem serious when he said he loved me for the first time, got rid of me. So i dont know what im going to do. I miss him so much tho. I went to winnipeg with joey last thursday. I guess you could call it a date lol. We went to the movies, we went shopping and he bought be a fuking $100 element sweater. Like he forced me to pick something out or he wouldnt leave. It was crazy. Then he bought a dvd player that hes gettin installed into the dash of his car, thats gunna be sweet. And we went to redlobster for supper. He broke up with his gf yesterday and hes sorta a wreck. But hes comeing down on mon for two weeks so thats awesome. I have my fist hockey game this weekend and i cant even go to it god dammit. I am going to winnipeg again for the weekend. But ill write more later cuz im outta here. =. N' All the notes you wrote me. I kept them all ."