Okay so the last week has been awful. Craig was an asshole and wasn't really in a mood to notice that I have like fallen into a depression but whatever. He is pissing me the fuck off to where I wonder if we are really going anywhere. I don't know what to think or what to do about our relationship. Throw 4 years away? I think I need to go back to a psychiatrist. I need meds maybe depico. If I don't have something to do I'm gonna be cutting again or something because I can't seem to release any of this anger. FUCK!!!