hate being a quitter

by geewhiz
Listening to: temptations
Feeling: beat
i hate giving up. i always push through it and try and do my best. i can't do it anymore. i've come to the point where i just can't do it, i just can't. i feel so beat down inside and tired. i'm tired, stressed, and worry about everything. i'm just ready to give up on everything. i've been told it will get better, but when? i wish i could fastforward through the bad times and slow down the good times. it sucks because i can't focus on school work and this two weeks are the worst ever. i have too much to do, its really getting to me. i don't wanna do it anymore. i can't stand how my life is right now, i really can't. i'm not as strong as i was before and it really makes me sad. i can't deal with this shit anymore. i feel weak and not like myself and it sucks. i don't wanna give up, but thats all i can do.
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Thank you very much. :)
[Anonymous]
I know how you're feeling. I think most epoepl are right now; it just seems to be the point in the year/semester where everyone is stressing over mid-terms and spring term and next fall and summer jobs and papers and *boys* and stress and tiresome days and the ability to sleep everyhour of the night, but still wake up exhausted. My life is so funky and crazy, but whe I break it down, there really isn't much, it's just time management and devotion
no. giving up is never an option...wow..I remember feeling that way too..but always fight, never give up..if it weren't for the bad times, we wouldn't truly genuinly know the good..I hope whatever it is you are going through gets better..and just remember that everything I mean everything happens for a reason..and even the bad things..someday you will be thankful for..believe it or not..

and as for being a cancer, go you! lol, I thought that
...thing was funny.

but anyways..good luck to you..and remember that at one point or another we all feel weak, and it's up to us to stand strong..I know you didn't ask for my advice or anything..but I just thought I could still give you my two cents..since I know what it's like..trust me..I've been through a lot and sometimes things get worse, and sometimes they get better..but remember eventually it will get better..
take care..be well.

-Vannessa
Thanks for the comment... And as for what is going on in your entry... Take your own advice. Everything will be okay. :) And thanks for the compliment on my background. Take care.
Oh Hun,
I can so relate to you. All I can think of to say is be strong. You sound like a really strong person and like your there for those you love and care about, have you spoken to them about your dilemma?
♥
Liv
[Anonymous]
thank you for you comment... i hope you get better as well... it means alot.
they say crying is healthy... i don't know about that
yes, it's insanely great not having stupid metal shxt in my mouth. ^_^
Sometimes getting to the good times means putting yourself through hell. Being strong doesnt mean that you cant give up, you just have to be ready to try again. Think about whats most important to YOU.

thanx for the comment by the way :D
I see I'm added to your friends list, so Ill add you to mine too.

xxxlilaxxx
hey whats up?No worrys I broke up with Tanner cause I found out he was using me to make his elementry school crush jelouse. And his elemtry school crush was my best friend Ariane and now we dont even talk to eachother no mores.

LOve The pissed off Courtni
man. you need to light up a candle and meditate. or simply, indulge on grapes and head of to the beach at night. mmm
Ya he was a real F***ing jerk anyway.


LOve Courtni
its hella hard not doing drugs anymore when that was all i knew :x but thanks doll