i wanna leave, but yet i don't

by geewhiz
Listening to: t.v.
Feeling: worthless
for some reason something just keeps drawing me back home. in about 6 months i'll be leaving this place and will be out on my own. i know it will be good for me i need it. but days like this when the weather is awesome makes me love where i live. i pretty much hate this place, but there is just something about it that is not that bad. i just can't wait to get out into the world where no one will know who i am. i will be able to make my own decisions and do whatever i feel like doing. the only thing i'm not looking forward to is being by myself, not coming home to a warm house with food a people. i guess being away will help me appreciate what i have even more.
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Ho lee crap, believe it or not i'm in that kinda position right now.. Have a house, have a roomate, have the money, don't have the balls to get up and leave . Gratz for saying what i've been trying to put into words for the past couple of months!Peace out ^^

~~Tsukasa "Can crap be holy?" Karuna
College is hard, with moving away and all. that's what all the crap on my thins is about. my ex and i broke up when i went to college last fall. i wish you luck in where ever you go. I'm at ALMA COLLEGE, Alma, Mi. I miss home everyday. I never would have imagined that happening when i was living at home. I think it's the 6 yr old sister that i miss most. life will get tough, I PROMISE. you can deal though........continued.
dont' worry about what the 'rents say. although, they might be paying for it. it's "what is going to make me happy and get me where I want to be in life." TRUST ME! been there and done that. good luck in all.
word
Thanks for the comment, I've talked to him..it's just so tricky because you know how guys are..I go to school with Aj and Avery and yea.. you read it Thanks for the advice :)
Keep in touch
♥ liv
Ps. Where do you live?
[liv]
word i wish i lived there..it sounds so much nicer than vt
Liv
[Anonymous]
yes that it will do..there's a saying that says "you always want what you can't have" and it's oh so true for most people..and it is also known that when you have something..and you lose it..not until then will you realize how valuable it was...so perhaps this trip or outing into knowing the world..I guess you could say..maybe not so much knowing the world..but either way..perhaps it'll be a good thing for you..good luck to you. Be well =)