college, college, college... i really wish i could have applied again. there are so many places i would have applied to. especially ones on the east coast. my mom really disapproved of them because she thought i was only doing it because of my boyfriend being on the east coast. i've always had dreams of going to a school like george washington or american. i could have gotten in too, thats what makes me so mad. i should have just done it anyway. gahh! and just recently my boyfriend has been talking about how he wishes we were closer and how i should be going to school near him. man i hate this. its hard, but itll work out. i might end up transferring, but it would only be because that is what i really want and not because my decision was influenced by someone else. another thing about college is that i will be missing all my wonderful friends from this year. i have made so many great relationships with people, its great. it will be so sad to leave them all. i know graduation is going to be one emotional event. i'll probably be crying. oh man only 4 more months left... and i don't even know where i'll be next year yet! ahhh its driving me nuts! i wanna know soon!!!