yea i haven't been on here for awhile...wow...so college is gonna cost sooooooooooo much money, its ridiculous! i'm stressing about it. getting a job to pay for everything. sometimes i wish i did apply to the academy like my boy. he's done so much so far and gone to so many places. i really would much rather have my ass kicked than go through what i'm going through right now. the scary thing is, is that he told me i probably could do it. you know get in and get through all the shit. well the shit is easier now, cuz they softened up a lot of the summer training but still. i was like whoa...you figure not having to pay for college, but serving 5 years after...shit, right now that looks good to me...i don't know what i'm thinking, but its just a thought...