can you remind me how to put something as the background? I type in something and I cant remmeber =p.

i NEVER said i dont like barry, im not happy with him right now, but i never said i hated him. hes just...its kinda like with mike, hes not someone you date.

and we havent been talking about you behind your back, bobby just mentioned that he talked to barry and barry was all 'ohh i love jenni were gonna get married bleh bleh bleh' and he said 'well you know i used to be the one that was gonna marry jenni' and barry was all 'back off bitch'

wow...never thought you'd be one to pull a paige. but whatever, i guess everyone does it eventually. just never thought you'd have to take one of MY friends in the process.

im not mad at you for talking to him...argh, you just dont get it do you? whatever, not like anything i say can change this..so what the fuck ever, i give up, take him, i hope youre happy with your new best friend/boyfriend/husband/wife/what the fuck ever you wanna call hi

and you never tried to call me until like, 2 days ago, so DONT EVEN go there. before that it was like 2 weeks ago...but im sure you were too busy having a huge marathon phone call during those two weeks, so dont worry, i understand.

and how can i be on 'everyone elses side' when im alone? nice try on that one though... but im alone except for sarah and bobby now...at least sarah doesnt ditch me as soon as someone better comes along...

she has an actual boyfriend, not a thousand mile away wanna be one, and yetsomehow she still finds time for me, she doesnt feel the need to be on the phone with him 24/7...hmm, what a freak she is, who DOESNT want to talk to a guy all time? but it seems YOU have your priorities straight at least...

and yeah, i suppose this is all my fault...im sorry im fucked up and i have a problem with losing 2 people that i THOUGHT i could trust to be there for me to each other...maybe i should just go kill myself...

then my parents will have an extra bedroom and you can move in and you and barry can live out the rest of lives together happily ever after...i just hope you think every once in a while, what it cost for you to be together...

not that you'll care or anything...it obviously doesnt bother you now... not that i'd expect it to, you replaced me, so why would it?

so i guess you were wrong... thats what you get for having a fucked up friend like me...why dont you go run to barry, im sure he can fix everything... and if not, you know, you guys can always talk about your would be relationship until you forget everything else...wouldnt be the first time i expect.

and for the record, we WERE good friends...best i thought...but i guess i was wrong about that too, damnit, i never get to be right. oo wait, i forgot, i was right once, you did find 'better' and replaced me, i always said that would happen...but thats not a good thing to be right about...damn...