okay well i didnt steal barry from you because if i did then why the fuck would he still be talking to you? and thats bullshit that i only called you twice in two weeks i fucking called your house all the time and noone ever answered the fucking phone so YOU dont go there with me, and if we were best friends like we both thought then why the fuck are you pulling all this shit on me? and for your information i DO NOT talk to barry all the fucking time and yes its OBVIOUS that you DO have a problem with me talking to him so dont deny it....but whatever i never replaced you in case you hadnt noticed barry is the only one smart enough to figure out that I HAVE A FUCKING PHONE TOO CAPABLE OF BEING CALLED ON! yes U never call me u expect me to do all the calling and you get pissed when i quit because you dont answer anyways so fuck that dont even touch that subject,i always told you that i wouldnt replace you and u know what if youve been replaced then i have a question...why the hell do i waist my time talking to you on sitd if i replaced you? huh? because i obviously care enough about you to try to set records straight...and im not doing it for my health if i didnt care then i wouldnt be doing all this so fuck if you think i dont give a shit and dont fucking pull all this bullshit on me about killing yourself thats so fucking junior high its ridiculous that you would even say that because thats not something you should just be sarcastic about...my really good friend recently lost his mom to suicide and it wasnt something to fuck around about so dont even pull that shit on me and its not like you would do it anyways cause youve been saying that since seventh grade and its fucking stupid if you even think about it and in case you didnt know i DONT want you to do it even tho you dont think i care, i DO believe it or not, i can actually find it in my black and noexsistant heart to care about someone else, and fuck you, i have a boyfriend and its not barry even tho barry IS the kind of person that deserves a girlfriend whether you belive it or not, you just cant fucking stand it when other people are happy besides you...and you can stop with all this jenni is obsessed with barry bullshit becuase its fucking gay and im sick of it, i HAVE a boyfriend okay? and yes he DOES live here and i dont fucking care what you think about barry and i because its not doing anything to you, i hardly ever talk to him anymore either way so i dont know what the fuck your problem with it is.... but whatever yea i WAS your best friend until you decided i was replaceing you..wich i WASNT because if i was then why am i STILL talking to you??? yea its not just to bitch at you even if you think it is...and yes i do like barry hes a great person and i guess maybe if you would stop calling him ugly long enough to actually have a decent conversation with him then you would know that...and brandi i live fucking, a thousand miles away so its not like anything can happen so why are you so worked up? and the only reason your losing me is because you keep pushing me away even tho i am TRYING to work things out but i see that since you dont want that to happen then i cant fucking do anything