id still rather have devon tho? i dunno ive been with him longer than anyone. he knows me better and understands me more than anyone has or ever will. we have a strange connection and thats why id never be able to let him go. i dont even hide it. Tyler knows how i feel about devon but he decided to give this a shot just in case he can change my mind. i dunno its sad really. i care about tyler a lot really just as a friend.but devon is...devon. but atleast our relationship ended on good terms i mean hes still is and always will be my best friend even if we arent dateing anymore. but he doesnt understand the whole Tyler situation so he still hates him terribly. last night ty called and wanted me to come get him because something happened and he needed to get away from jordans (where he lives) but i just ignored him...on the account that it absolutely TEARS devon up inside to even hear me mention tylers name so me going to get him woulda torn him apart emotionally. i just couldnt do that to devon...i love him.... so as long as devon is around, tyler cant be in existance...but tyler knows that...i just wish i could change things...i dont want devon to hate tyler but i dont want devon to think tyler and i are together when we arent