List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
Don't say who they are.
1) I think I might just like you a little. I love being around you and I love when you hug me.
2) I spent 1 of the 2 years that you lived here hating you. I was so dumb-- and now you're gone. You're a gorgeous girl. I guess I kinda look up to you :]. I wish we got to be better friends than just on myspace.
3) Once upon a time, we were best friends. I still remember the day we realized we were perfect for each other [friendwise..], you and T were at my house and we talked all night and realized that we had so much in common. the next day, we ran out and got BFFL necklaces. I miss you bub. I'll never hate you.
4) I wish you weren't so mean to me. You are one of my best friends and I wish you'd appreciate my friendship more!
5) You are so pretty. I love you, lmao... in a totally not gay way. You're beautiful and your my twin across the country. It's weird how we go through the same problems. I guess I just wish you felt that same bond...
6) you're like my fcking sister. we've got the past 10 years under our belts, bffl. i'm never going to forget you. i swear.
7) from the first time we talked, i honestly thought we'd end up together. i felt it. there's something about you that makes it so hard to even consider walking away.
8) i go through the day hoping that you're going to snap out of it and come back to me. it kills me to see you change. i'm sorry things ended up like this. you're tied into every memory. remember when i decided you'd be the maid of honor at my wedding? i guess i'll have to scratch that plan.
9) you made me rethink love at first sight. i don't know anything about you other than the fact that you were on the same flight as me and you're the most beautiful boy i've ever laid eyes on and that you're a sweetheart. that james blunt song kept playing in my head and my heart hurts just a little when i think of you.
10) the only reason i act like i hate you know and won't talk to you is because you hurt me so much over those years. i'm sorry i'm not her, but we were friends. you had no right to treat me like that. i got sick of defending you only to have you blow me off and ignore me.
[note: i have a boyfriend whom i love. no one compares to him.]