so the weekend is sucking. ceptfor last nite, when i went to the movies to see Meet the Fockers and then we went to Starbucks...Cait, Feesh, Bonnie, & John. that was funn. Meet the Fockers was greattt!! didnt fall short of the sequel expectations at all. o0o and further College News... after serious reconsideration i think im going to Apply to Rutgers, Ramapo, and Rowan.. but i am also going to check out Cedar Crest College again. even tho i heard sum bad things about it i am going to go back and look around realllll close/ i just have this feeling like it is the right place for me. i realized that going to Morris County College was just not going to fulfill my expectations. i mean dont et me wrong i hae nothing against the place, i just feel like going to a 4yr school would be the better option. s0 we await Monday to call CCC ---^ and talk sum stuff out. and ya.. thats that i realllllllllllly miss my laptop. right now im using daddies laptop but its just not the same. they mite hafta delete EVERYTHING off of it to make it all better and if that happens i will killlll myself lol J-E-T-S JETS JETS JETS !!!!! ...thats enuff of that ok well im off to go play sum ps2 or sumthing, not much to do tonite and i dont want to resort to cutting. Lauren <3