HEHE...i heart that mood! its so funny, because they have possibly every mood you can feel under the sun... ok, well today was pretty uneventful, i was sick, then i went to dinner w/ the parentals, then told them i was going job searching but instead hit up a few parties, on in fenton ((by johnny o's)) and one in eureka...i never party at eureka parties and for this reason exactly, i either end up making a total ass of mysef cause im drunk, or i screw around w/ someone cause im drunk...then it gets around school that i am either a drunk or a slut...or a drunken slut...and i understand that people at summit think the same thing...so you know what i have to say about that is SUCK IT! ok, so anyway...the parties sucked so i left and came home...and was so ready to go to bed, until i decided to spice up my stlpunk site, its hot now...and i did it to my xanga too...im just that hawt...well i was gonna have a visitor tonight but we decided to talk about shit instead of doing shit...very weird, but he is comming over tomorow! woo hoo... is it so bad that i have feelings for someone i really shouldnt have? i mean, we have been friends since winter break and have been friends w/ benefits for about a month now...and at first i had no attraction to him at all..but the more i get to talking to him, i just feel like a force pulling on me, but i keep pulling back, because no way is it going to happen, and i hate to say that, but its the god honest truth. i like this diary thing alot better than my xanga, b/c the person im talking about reads my xanga, so im not safe... p.s. 2 months till im 18 <3 anna