ohh my i had so much fun today!!!
so last night jennifer came over and we watched movies, made popcorn and just hung out like old times! it was great!
today we woke up to make breakfast, and we made some killer pancakes and then we were off to go the THE ZOO!! so we met up w/ my friend brenten in fenten and then we went to the zoo...it was soooo awesome! i havent been there in like ages, and it was so magnificant...haha...and jennifer and i did some thinking on our way home and i think that im just gonna dump all those boys that have been driving me crazy the past couple weeks, and go for a nice guy like brenten...haha...it was so great...but i am thinking of ending all of everything w/ jeff and greg, and theres rob in there again now...and my ex b/f...so yea, i just need to start new, and i think its a good time to start...
but i really miss hanging out w/ jennifer, so we need to do it more...then i really wanna hang out w/ brenten more...so yea, im happy right now, after being pissed off last night, some people just know the right thing to do to cheer me up...and i greatly appreciate that
this is anna signing off...
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i am going to forget about even trying to please jeff, greg, or chris, or anybody near that group...im ready to move on...all that this group has brought me is stress, heartache, and lonliness...im tired of it, i wanna move on...and i think this is the most oportune moment...and hopefully i will change my life for the best right now...i am excercising, i am gonna quit smoking...instead of doing this "i quit" then start again, its going insane....im gonna keep drinking i dont care what you say((and go ahead and tell your mommys and daddys! cause what are you gonna do about it now!?!? NOTHING cause im leaving))
well im happy that i have made this decision to move on..cause usually i would have never been able to do this cause i would be like "ehh..well maybe he will turn around and realize that i am really good" im tired of this...im going to be open, and im gonna tell certain people how i feel about whats going on....
thats off my chest, thanks for listening
GUYS FUCKIN SUCK!
i heart you anna!
--me--