ok, here we go i had a boyfriend, who i actually loved with my heart and i gave him all of my heart. but he tore it out and steped on it... we broke up... after the second time we broke up he promised me he wouldnt date anyone, but not 4 days after he says that he is dating some ugly girl named katie... so basically im heart broken and i feel like i cant go on, i cried for days and i couldnt sleep and i practiced about 3 hours a day the couple weeks after we broke up... my heart is still torn up because of it. so then i start talking to james, who at first was a rebound then i started to have feelings. and so we started hanging out more and more, but nothing really happened, then just recently he started to actually have feelings for me and show them, but then he started to get weird also, like he started to change... and all my feelings of more than friendship is gone... and i figure that tonight i should tell him... but this is what i fear. katie and steve have broken up, and ever since the beginning i have seen us together forever, and i never knew what to do. i never know what to do. but i fear that the reasons why i dont have feelings for james anymore is because of steve. but right now i dont what a relationship, i have too much baggage that i cant give james my whole heart and i just dont have feelings anymore. he's a great friend and i refuse to lose him as a friend, i just dont want more... please give me feedback