I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me With someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Tired of being what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there Tired of being what you want me to be ~Linkin' Park-Numb~ -This song kinda reminds me of my life- ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you walk me, To the edge again? Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under, I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight, I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble, I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight, I'm giving in to you Caught up in life, Losing all my friends, Family has tried to heal all my addictions, Tragic it seems to be alone again I'm giving in to you Take me under, I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight, I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble, I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight, I'm giving in to you I look forward to dying tonight, Drink 'till I'm myself, life's harder every day, The stress has got me, I'm giving in.. Giving in! Giving in, NO! Take me under, (I'm killing all the pain.) I'm dying tonight, (I'm sick of all that faith) Watch me crumble, (I'm killing all the pain.) I'm crying tonight, I'm giving in to you Take me under, I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight, I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble, I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight, I'm giving in to you Take me under, I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight, I'm giving in to you ~Linkin' Park-Giving in~ -parts of this song too- ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ alot of weird stuff has been happening this year. Like my Clairvoyancy, it started when I fainted, after seeing that weird black shape. I can't see the future but I get these strange feelings in my chest and gut, like empathy, like something is gonna happening, and when it does I remember I've seen it before, like in a dream or something. Maybe its dreaming clairvoyancy?? who knows. all I know is that I'm not safe anymore... ~Kakuyo~