I don't feel like updating but what the hell right? I have things to say anyway. Life is stupid. Yes stupid. I cut again. Yes cut again. How much of a loser am I? Very much one. I broke a promise to a friend and at least she forgave me, well I bet she will till she calls me. Oh yay. No luck on jobs, fucking figure. THe aunt wanted me to baby sit and spend the night and 'she thinks' she can pay me. I told her no. Made some true lame excuse even though I wanted to tell her to go fuck some drunks some more. Stupid slut.. She could have married a wonderful man and had a nice life, she's close to 50 and she has two kids and she cheated on her husband to be. He left her again of course. But he loves his kids. Their brats but whatever. I mean..god.. -_-; I hate her with a passion for all she's put me through. Ugh.. Anyway.. Owari.