I've had a headache forever it seems.. it's been going on for the past week or so..I have headaches just come up and attack me out of no where, I take pills after pills after pills to try and make it go away, but it always comes back no matter what I do. Sucks to wake up in the morning and have a splitting headache. But that's not the point of this entry. Nah, the point is life sucks then you really die. We're losing our house, we are losing our land, we are losing everything because of some fucktard messing everything up for us. We have to have a yard sale, I have to get rid of a lot of things I love just to help keep us here. I can hear through the wall to the parents bedroom how the stepmom was crying to her mother, I believe it was her mother about something or other. I knew it was about the house. I was told a few days ago that if we didnt get money soon we'd lose the house. Their threatening to take it away from us when it's not our fault we can't pay. My dad hasn't got his paycheck because they for some reason stopped sending it. So now we have to hope they give us time to get the money together. I must say good bye to my stuffed animals, to some clothes, to whatever else I loved and adored. But it doesn't matter anymore. Maybe some nice little kid will come and buy them from me and take care of them. Ahh...Oh well. As long as we aren't living out on the street, I'll give up anything. That would just rain on my whole 'Trying to get life together' deal. I type to much I know but I stay away from here for days until everything comes together and I can get out a good enough entry to amuze you lovely people, you. Sometimes I wish I could speak as well as I type, but I just am what everyone calls a loser. Hm..My buddy will be online tomorrow night.. so everythings cool, even if I lose everything my buddy is always going to be around to cheer me up. Because I've lost everything but her. Owari.