Amazing how we can be in so deep and then suddenly somehow get out of that deep hole we've been sucked into. Though I know this happy thing won't last for long. Money, is one hell of a evil thing to know you have. Yeah, we finally got the dads settlement I guess because the adults went a bit spend happy while they were out this morning and bought everyone some coats. That's let's see.. five kids.. two adults.. seven no eight because they bought me two, and a stuffed horse. Ahem..what that was all about I don't know.. But the dad did wake me up telling me ' I got you horse while I was out.' Tired me of course always know's his tricks and lies. ' Mhm...' 'Really we did, I was thinking of you and then saw the horse and bought it.' Remind you I had just woken up from less then three hours of sleep. ' So..where's my paper horse?' Then he shoves the stuffed horse there and told me ' If you take care of it, feed it, pet it and love it, and it's still alive in a few months I'll think about getting you a real one' Har dee har har. How lame and funny was that? I'm surpised I didn't chuck it at him, but actually it's kinda cute. Now I haven't asked for much of anything and my birthdays coming up in April. I tried talking to the stepmom about letting me go to Missouri for a week ALONE mind you. But she went off and changed the subject on me like it meant nothing to her. Now I've never asked for ANYTHING on ANY of my birthdays sense I was 15 years old. When I hit 15 that was the start of NOT having birthdays and not caring. But this year I want to go to Missouri, all I wanted was a bit of cash to ride the grey hound because people,I'm not driving down there and wasting my gas, and let alone having to PAY for the gas..that's a bit much, mostly because I don't have a job yet, but I'm still looking. Anyone live in Denton, Maryland o.o; And know of a good job I can have let me know ><' But yeah.. I'm going to try again and again and again to go to Missouri, I will be 18 so they can't tell me no. It's just the fact of getting the money. Heh..they can surely tell me no to the money..damnit.. v.v' Oh well.. That's why we have grandparents,eh?.. at least I know mine will question me to no end.. then question me more and then if I say all the right answers.. maybe..maybe.. uhm..yeah I'm babbling.. I think I'm done. Owari.