Shit aint looking so good..

My manager came by yesterday while at was at work.My supervisor told me he wanted to talk to me. He wanted to make sure I wan't pissed about my pay. I thanked him for the concern. he told me that happened to him and he had to wait 3 weeks for his first paycheck. I told him I can't wait that long. And if that happens again I will have to quit. He said he understood. My supervisor told me yesterday that she called in my time for 40 hours even though I only hit 36. I thanked her but said "I'd rather have my money soon", Like last Friday soon. She said I know, it's not her fault but it would be stupid that someone quit cause the payroll dept didn't want to give an employee their money they earned. If they don't give me my check today. Tommorow I'm going to makr plans to go back to JobCorps. I don't want to burden Summer any longer. I'm doing my part but apparently someone isn't doing theor's. So..I don't know, I'm going to work in a shitty mood, Atleast until I get that check in my hand. Why does life seem so hopeless...? i really don't want to leave but my choices are very limited.
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about your note:

Yes, you are wrong.
What do you know about him talking or not talking about this wedding? To my knowledge you've never talked to Paul. If you're referring to his journal, you'll notice, he hasn't written in it since he came home 2 months ago. If he had been writing all along and neglected to mention it or express excitement, maybe you'd have an argument there.

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He asked me to marry him. He initiated picking a date and getting the plans started. I don't think he would do that if he wasn't ready for this. Yes, he may need some time to adjust since he did just get home, but it's not like I pushed this on him.

Sorry, I just found your note rather presumptious.