*And I had a vision of seeing things straight He had the heart of a liar I never saw him leaving me once He never felt me beside him *I'd offer you my hand, It would hurt to much to watch you die *I do believe it's true That there are roads left in both of our shoes If the silence takes you Then I hope it takes me too So brown eyes I hold you near Cause you're the only song I want to hear *As far as you're concerned the next breath that you take should be underwater. *'Cause I regret every thing that I said To ever make him feel like he was something special *have you ever been a part of something that you thought would never end? and then of course it did have you ever felt the weight inside you pulling away inside your skin? *there are three things in life every girl needs, love to make her weak, alcohol to make her strong, and best friends when both things make her hit the floor. *you've got your foot directly on the gas I watch you burn out so fast now I can see just what you've become and how could something so right turn out so wrong? *My heart is broke But I have some glue Help me inhale And mend it with you We'll float around And hang out on clouds Then we'll come down And have a hangover *She met him a week after you left her when you tossed out her touch to the garbage collector. he talked her out of her skirt in his beer-soaked apartment and then they did all the things you never said that you wanted. *I put on my overcoat and walked into winter - my teeth chattered rhythms And they were grouped in twos or threes, like a morse code message was sent from me to me. cars on slippery slopes, they're stuck... People pushing through their mittens as i was beginning to feel it soaking through my shoes, getting colder with every step i took to your apartment, dear. *December's chill comes late, the days get darker and we wait for this direness to pass. There are piles on the floor of artifacts from dresser drawers, and i'll help you pack. *Your heart is a river that flows from your chest Through every organ Your brain is the dam And i am the fish who can't reach the core. *Close lipped another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion, your grip another time, is slack it leaves me feeling empty. *I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch...a better fuck than any girl you'll ever meet. Sweetie you had me. Boy I was it *Let's get those teen hearts beating. Faster faster! So testosterone boys and harlequin girls: will you dance to this beat- and hold a lover close? *Sometimes it seems that i don't have the skills to recollect The twists and turns of plots that took us from lovers to friends I'm thinking i should take that volume back up off the shelf And crack it's weary spine and read to help remind myself *Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound But while you debate half empty or half full It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown *There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide Lying awake at night * I can't see how The way that you leave me alone makes us close I must be out of touch I won't ask you To give up on the things that seem to keep you gone But I can be gone too Feel a little sorry Sometimes you're not here when I am writing Feels a little awkward Sometimes you won't talk but we're not fighting You hold on to your secrets And I'm not privy to what is on your mind But I can't help but feel tired So tired, so tired, so tired *It seems our day keeps falling on a leap year. *It's hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you *You've been asking me to bleed. It seems these kinds of questions come too easy to you now. *I got the bounce like hydrolics I can't call it, I got the swerve like alchoooool-ics *And even if his plane crashes tonight he'll find some way to disappoint me, by not burning in the wreckage, or drowning at the bottom of the sea I still taste you, and thus reserve my right to hate you And all this empty space that you create does nothing for my flawless sense of style *And she was kind to rob you blind of the pieces of your heart Like that part that made you give And the part that made you weak When she would softly kiss you And tell you that she missed you I know it doesn't seem like what I'm going to say is true But it's not the end of the world It's not the end of the line You know there's more to love You know there's more to life And I know there's more to you Well I can't help but think about you in the middle of the night I know it's kinda lonely but you have to win this fight I just wish that I could hold you and tell you it's allright But it's not the end of the world *Left on an eastbound train, gone first thing this morning Why's what's best for you, always the worst thing for me When am I gonna learn? Why? Cause I'm tired of hating When will it be your turn? Why? Cause I'm tired of waiting No I don't, no I don't, no I don't Well no I don't find faith in your forced feelings Not fooled by your misleadings Won't buy this line your selling Tired of this lie your telling I won't, I don't, no I won't do this anymore I won't, I don't, no I won't do this anymore He's only tellin' half of it That's probably coz there's only half worth tellin' And every time I try to laugh it off That's when you turn around and wind up yellin' *And you're so guilty it's disgusting She's been sneakin underneath your sheets and your hands have been in places that they probably shouldn't go but don't worry sweetie cause I already know It's not that i don't trust you i just know what you've been up to and this dial tone is agreeing with everything i've had in mind. and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag. so as her eyes move down past your shoulders and the shades start moving in the same direction don't worry, i won't say a thing. you can't blame a boy for sticking to what he knows. i hope she takes her time and i hope she keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when she leaves, you still smell her on your sheets because i can, i can *Swim in the smoke the hero will drown intoxicating beauty tears everything down but still our hands are bound at the wrist this romantic tragedy is suffocating from your fist, in a sea of fire *The bottle is waiting the cap is twisted begging to be used and so are you *There's a bullet-hole in my neck and it's the size of your favorite lie. *Yeah you're a blue eyed lightning bolt I'm a national phenomenon Nothing's absolutely definate til it's absolutely, definately gone *you're down for selling me out while i play dumb, but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you, you said "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet. *Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you... but for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon *You tried to fight me down at Tyler's beach and man I think that's great. You nearly cried and said to yell at you like I do at all the girls. "Then you drove home real quick, did you make it in time to masturbate? There's one too many of you in this world. " *so incomplete your stare is cold unlike anything I’ve ever seen so incomplete your body is tired and falling apart at the seams I won’t deny I took the part in never wanting you back I don’t deny one day you’ll need me need me are you aware of how much you complicate me? and are you aware your words suffocate me and don’t deny you’re talking behind my back to your friends and don’t deny one day you’ll need me need me all my life I’ve been looking for the answers to the questions u never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will I let it go *Your good intentions slowly turned to bitterness Reoccurring episodes with each and every kissYou're hiding something cuz it's burning through your eyes I try to get it out but all I hear from you are lies And I can tell you're going through the motions I figured you were acting out your part Once again we're playin off emotion Which one of us will burn until the end? *You talk out your ass and everyone knows For once you should listen or care what i think Or i'll be gone before you can blink *Could you tell me the next time that you're choking? 'Cause I'll rush right over to shove some dirt right down your throat It's nothing I have against you You're just a creep and you can't remember the last five years What's a bond if it dissolves in water? I took a piss that lasted longer than you and your manipulations I called my mom last night She said, "Sweetie, you don't need someone who's more fleeting than fall" 'Cause don't you love those leaves? Don't you wish the orange stayed forever And Crickets sang in the night all through winter?" And I thought, slow down, Chris Think of all the time this jerk has fucked you up and left you down And hey, I choose my company by the beating of their hearts Not the swelling of their heads Besides, I'd rather forget the days we spent Than try to stay afloat in shallow water. *I'll fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you *I awake with your replacement, a bottle in my grasp, in an unfamiliar place *Kiss me like an overdramatic actor You're starving for work With one last shot to make it happen *My head, it hurts Each day it's getting worse My looks and smile Have now become my curse Tight lips, red skirt The neverending street Big car, little man My lover for a fee *Rip away the tears Drink a hope for happy years And you may find A lifetime's passed you by *So if you see me will you just drive on by? Or will I catch the twinkle inside your eye? And if you want me well I guess I want you Oh pretty baby how could you? *Your false intentions have warn thin But we've been in your room and in your closet too We've got one on you *We were talking together I said, "what's up with this weather?" Don't know whether or not How sad I just got What if I'm just missing the sun And tomorrow, I know, Will be rainy at best. And the forecast, I know, Is that I'll be depressed. But I'll wait outside Hoping that I'll catch sight of the sun. Because on and off, The clouds have fought Their control over the sky And lately the weather Has been so Bi-polar And Consequently so have I And the temperature is freezing And then, after dark, There is a cold frost sweeping In over my heart And we might break up If I don't wake up to the sun And now I'm sunny with a High of 75 Since You took my heavy heart And made it light And its funny how you find You enjoy your life When you're happy to be alive ---------i will use thes later..need a place