i should be happy and im not i have a lot going in my life yet i feel i have nothing i try too make things right but fail miserably anger and hate is all i hear friends split 4 no reason relationships crumble change... change is taking place why is that were changing fate maybe fault possibly time probably coping is the challenge sum make it sum dont others die others wont yet we strive 4 sumthing more maybe we have 2 change for the sake of change as much as it may hurt Ive let my friends down i couldnt stop what was happening my place is undecided dont know where i belong run again see where the road takes me havent felt free in so long confusion finds its way in im torn in more than two save me from myself im turning blue far away i should go away from this place away from home left in the dark i am alone