Mmm today something is not right. don't ask me what im not sure. i went to work and the whole time i was there my mind was just everwhere else i could imagine. last night i went to the quincera.. it was nice i danced with my dad alot. it makes me feel like im five and dancing on his toes. haha. but im not. haha im supposed to go runnning i need to go i should iwill im sad. dammit i wanna smile. i had a dream interesing dream. **** i ran.. for a hour.. it felt good. now i must sleep.